Never been broken up with

I'm 35 but I've never been broken up with. I have broken up with every single one of my boyfriends. It makes me feel powerful and gives me confidence. Don't get me wrong, I've had my heart broken. Things didn't go my way, etc, but such is life. It remains a fact that no one has ever dumped me. It kind of gives me anxiety at the same time as all the power and confidence I spoke of earlier. What if someone breaks up with me? I can't let my 35-year streak be ruined! 😉